Where am I fighting the flow of things?

Dreading their name on your phone. Being happier with the memories than the current state of affairs. Lots and lots of waiting. That pit in your stomach because deep down, you know it all too damn well.

Giving up on someone who isn’t making an effort, isn’t actually giving up on anything. Setting a boundary so you feel at peace, only harms relationships not aligned with your true self. 

It does not mean you are giving up on you, or your wants. By changing your love & accessibility, you are simply redirecting it.

Allow yourself the change and see beauty happen. The way you love is miraculous. Your love and enthusiasm heals, feeds, shines light on everything you do. It comes from within you and you can never run out. It is far too beautiful to be given out recklessly.